with joy n sadness.. the sadness is..i still dunt know the answer to my life. the answer that maybe can influence my other part of mine.. i hope i will hear from u soon.. the answer that will make me happy n touch... ahhaa~~~ im hoping... but its all depends on u... the joy was..i finished mt clinical exam already..the only one left is theory exam this friday.. even today pon i tak pegi wad...haha.. takpelaa i nak finishkn forensik ni tp.....no case.. sampaikn staff kat forensik dept tu cakap p bunuh org laa kalo nk case.. ahhaa... kesian die pasti da boosan sbb ramai y call tanye pasal case kn encik.. takpelaa tu mm da keje encik nak bt cmne... hehee....
ermm.. few days passed by...
i hope i know what r u thinking...
i hope i know what r u doing...*some of it yes.. hehee...not detail laa.. kalo nk detail mampus laa nk cite.. ahhaa...
i hope i'll get to know u better...
i hope there is light for us..
i hope u wont disappointed me...
i dunt now what am i hoping for...
wat if....
what if...
what if... u r not mine...
what if... u r not belong to me..
there are soo many possibility...
the truth is..i have to get ready for all possibility that might happen...
i have too get ready for all consequences of wat i said n wat ive done...
i always doing something without thinking...
i always doing something because my intuition told me too..
i will do wat wanna do..o wat i think is right...
im sorry...
as for ur problem... i dunt know...
im really afraid that i will losing u for the second time..
cukuplaa sekali...kalo kali kedua pon sy kehilangan awak.. i'll give up laa...
for the 1st time...its ok becoz we are too young..young for all these.. hahaa... maybe.. but now..
before this...knowing u all alone..single..made me happy.. n thought that i have chance...
chance to make u mine...
but now...... it seems blurred...
now.. the chance is too little...
im afraid i dunt get that chance...
i'll try to fight for u.. try to get to u...
i dunt know if its enuf for u to see that im into u...
i dunt know if its enuf for u to see that im not giving up on u...
just tell me wat shud i doo..
tell me wat shud i say..
tell me how shud i react...
tell me wat u want me to do...
im just me.. a human being... im not perfect... sometimes people make mistakes dear.. so do i..
im a girl though...
a gurl like me..who know the meaning of shy...
a gurl that wont give up on u...
a girl that will be loyal to you...
a girl that wont break ur heart...
a girl that always appreciate what she got n wat she has...
a girl who know how much love she has for u...
a girl who know what she want the most..
a girl that will be always be by ur side *as well as my family members*
i dont want to lose u for the second time.. enuf for the very first time..
but..
if its true that im losing u again..
i will be by ur side...
i'll pray for u...
ntahlaa awk.. sy xtau nk ckp pe..xtau nk ckp pe selg sy xtau ape y awk rase n will decide... sy pasrah je kalo awk bukan tuk sy...
sy btol2 xtau ape y awk rase...
ape y awk pikir...
ape y awk pikir ttg sy...
awk penah bgtau sy y u like ur single status now... thats y i'll try be friend with u n xnk serabutkn awk ngn kerenah sy... awk kn ckp sy ni "bolok laa".. hahahaa...
mmg pon.. kdg2 sy clumsy... kadg sy xtau pon sy buat ape..sy maen buat je n ckp je ape y sy nk ckp o buat tanpa pikir dulu..then akirnya mgkn sy bole mnyesal.. huhuu~~
sbb sy tau awk still nk maintain single n dptkn ape y awk nk... sbb tu sy xkaco awk.. im giving u space there for ur self...
tp kn awk...bile sy tau hal ni...sy xleh pkir byk.. y sy tau sy xnk sy terlepas awk lg..sy xnk kehilangan awk lg...
..I WANNA MAKE U MINE,DEAR...
sy mcm da xkesah da awk kalo awk nk pikir sy ni camane...
y sy tau sy tak nk kehilangan awk lg..
sy xnak... uhuhuu~~~
tp pertemuan,jodoh, ajal semuanya di tangan tuhan...
Dia y tentukn semuanaya... kita hanye berusaha... sy hanye berusaha awk...
semuanya ketentuan Dia...
sy hnya perlu percaya..believe n doa...
semoga akhirnya membawa hikmah..... amin~~~
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