...i'm like a bird...

holaa all... how r u today n this month... hehee..
im good... really good.. plus all the new spirit now...
i never better than now.. really feel that my new life is amazing kot...
because im free... juz like a bird... terbang bebas di awanan y biru n tak berpenghujung... till infinity.... yep.. i love infinity... hehee...
because infinity is something that u cannot measure..judge n u never know what will come n happend at then end of the day... but expect the unexpected laa... hahaha...

1 week... in my new year..new age..new spirit n even new posting... i will be in dermatology posting starting on tomorrow... but juz only for 2 weeks then i be back to medicine.. senior medicine ok... uhuu.. for 8 weeks I'll be in medicine.. huhu... hav to.. new spirit. yeah..because i hav a new spirit laa... ahhaha... =P xde aa... sbbnye da masuk umoo baru ni da makin tua laa jdinya... so kne laa ade azam baru n new goal.. yep i do...
another thing is.. semuanya y blur da di clearkn... semua y terbuku da terucap... semua kecelaruan da die perbetolkn.. sorry if ape y sy buat ni tak penuhkan harapan sesetengah pihak... tapi ni adalah pasal my life... idup sy.. takkan sy nak org lain buat decision in my life.. becoz im living my life as good as i can.. tak nak dipengaruhi org len...tak nak dibelenggu lg... cukuplaa ape y da blaku... my life is very important to me... tak nak bg sesape pon campur tangn.. n i dont want any obstacle o pengahalng... my life is my life... so dont messed it up with ur life... =D

seperkara lg ya sekarang ni tgh hangat adalah............ BULAN POSEEE laa...
hahahah.... sbb beberapa harri lg da nak berpose laa.... excited nyee nk pose n nak rayee... ahaha... Slamat pose semua... n.. i buat new challenge.. im challenge my self in this month.. wat challenge...?? cukuplaa my fren n i je tau... bcoz dorang saksi... ahhahaa... gile ah.. bole ke aku buat benda tu... takotlak tak terbuat... takpee im take is as a challenge.. to challenge myself... hehhee...
i wll.. becoz.. i have to... uhuuu~~~ papepon all the best to myself... hahaha... nk bt cmne xde org nak ucapkn... ahahhaa...

final say....
SLAMAT BERPUASA KPD Semua umat islam y berpuasa...
n thanks to all y support me...
mmuaax...!!

...my 23rd year of life...

1236am... in damai..4th floor.... at my table...
2 august 2010... is my 23rd year of life... thats mean im 23 years old now... huhuu~~ n maknenya da 23 tahun i hidup di bumi ALLAH ini.. thank you ALLAH.... coz let me live till now... aku bersyukur padamu kerana dapat ku melihat matahari cerah esok pg... insyaAllah...

n today i gain my spirit back...
- i will not ever again give up.. n i will strive for my future... bcoz everyone is depending on me...
- i will not mess up my life wif guys again... guys are sucks...!! sorry to say... hehe~~
- i will live my life as happy as possible... bcoz i love to be happy.. tak semak sgt... hehee~~

i gak receive byk wish.. tak kesah laa dorg igt ke x... hehee... but i still get many wishes... thanks frens... =D
n today gak aku nk jalankn satu misi perbersihan... n pengclarifyan kpd seseorg... hehee~~ juz wait n see... n i will do it.. sbb da lame nk ckp n bgau die sejak 10 thn kot.. tak kesah laa.. y pasti this is the only way y i bole bgtau die... then after i tell all the truth n wat i need to say... thats it.. itulaa pengakgirannya kpd ceritera aku n dia...!!! hope so... wpon harap laen... aahhaa... tak bole mgharapkn balasan xelok... hehhee~~~
tujuannya : aku perlu lepaskn ape y aku rase selame ni... tak kesah laa die nk ckp pe pon..
tp pasti lepas ni aku xkn kaco die lg... n i'll be invisible again n dissapear in his life....!!! then i will be free from all the feelings... hope so.... =D

my so-called azam....!!!
1. belajar n pass the final pro...!! dont sangkut2 lg.... this is the most important in my life now...!!!

dear all.. pray for me ya... n i'll pray for u all too... thanks in advance...!!
gambateh dear...!!!! keep ur secret within u....!!!! (0_o)