dunno wat happend....??!

now, i know someone.. who i think best enuf to rely on... even just knowing for a few months.. but thought that we known each other so well and long enuf... even when 1st time seeing each other, its like we've been knowing each other for long time... but im involve in 'something' which i dunno i should take it or not.. im in dilemma actually... n also afraid of losing him coz i like to befriend with him.. he's so matured not as the same as age... hhahahaha... wat i am babbling about....?? berkhayal je tak abis2... ahahhaaa... =D
n im selesa with him... just like the old one but now look what happend.. we r not seeing each other anymore coz he had been busy and tension... but he did not look at me to spill and rant out... huhuuu... wat will happened next..??!! no one knows except Him... just can hope and pray that we will not be separated apart from each other so far... i really love him as my fren.. n dunt wanna to lose him... im not ready yet... ooh God, plese help me....

n who ever wanted to help me.... welcome...!!!
n chowzz...

what the hell is the world today.....???!!
why i am the one who should be in this situation...
i hate when its being like this.....!!!
aaarrrrsggghhhh.....!!!!!!!!

somebody.. help me..??
god....

who should i turn to.....??
who is gonna hear me...??
with who should i rant...??
who..?? who...??
last i checked... no one.. no one ever care bout me...
im all me.. n myself.....

so... im back with the old me... its like hell...
alone in the middle of where i know.....
alone in the middle of the crowd....
alone in myself...
dont even know myself now....

im gonna be BAD GIRL....!!!!